Saturday, May 23, 2015

Friday, May 8, 2015

R books

Stranger: what did you learn?
You: I'm easily interested, so I actually am intrigued
You: Today, the question is
You: did I learn it or did I know it all along, and just explicitly say that I learned it
You: hmmmm....
You: OK
You: actually, I think I really learned this especially today
You: practice what you preach
You: in a sense
You: about reading
You: because I don't practice that as much as I preach it
Stranger: how do you mean?
You: I read little, yet flaunt about telling others how they should read
Stranger: ah
Stranger: why?
You: why what?
Stranger: why do you tell others how they should read? what does that accomplish?
You: I'll answer your first question. Your second seems too complicated to answer.
You: Reading is the start of anything
You: everything
You: a skill or wonder
You: all found though another person
You: doubly as quick as them speaking it to you
You: (we talk at an average rate of 120 words per min and read about double that)
You: not only learning a new skill
You: but the love of reading nonfiction as a past time
You: not to be some pretentious intellectual
You: but to know a thing or two about things most
You: people, by themselves (observation alone), would/can't aquire

INGENSTANS ~ nowhere

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aburrido - boring
pecuniary - of, relating to, or consisting of money
lo siento - I'm sorry


You: what tools do you use?
Stranger: Depends. Duolingo, memrise, actual textbooks
Stranger: And native speakers when I can
Stranger: What languages are you learning? It differs per language
You: Spanish
Stranger: mi espanol es bastante mal and I learned it in school... but memrise and duolingo are probably your best options in that they're free and pretty comprehensive
You: I just started duolingo
Stranger: te gusta?
Stranger: i started spanish today on duolingo actually
You: want to join me?
Stranger: i tested out of 49 levels but that goes to show that you can understand a language well while still speaking it poorly
Stranger: I'm a bit new to duolingo, so you'll have to explain how one goes about that...
You: I'm pretty much as far along as you
You: how many languages are you learning?
You: ya polyglot
Stranger: it's my passion, what can I say. I'm technically learning Japanese atm, but duolingo really only does European languages. I'm pretty proficient in Swedish already since that's my main second language and I basically wanted to see what it looked like on duolingo
Stranger: so what made you want to study spanish?
You: ha
You: this is a cool coincidence
You: so
You: I "publish" conversations I've had (that don't mention anything about the other) and
You: last week
You: I couldn't decide if I wanted to learn
You: Japanese or Spanish (mainly this summer)
Stranger: That is...quite the discrepancy
Stranger: Per the old taco shell commercial, "Why not both?"
You: eventually
You: but one before the other
Stranger: Very true. That was my rationale for not doing Japanese and Chinese at the same time
Stranger: Chinese seems so much simpler but ultimately I went with the easier pronunciation and more prolific pop culture
You: ah
Stranger: Eventually for me too
Stranger: I'm learning German really because I'm likely going to several countries in Europe next year and several of them are German speaking
You: wow
Stranger: Can't be a polyglot and not at least attempt to learn the language of your holiday countries
You: have a computer science (major) friend who's learning German
You: when I ask him to where he want to eat
You: he replies in German all the time
Stranger: Code switching is a hassle
Stranger: It happens all the time when I'm attempting Spanish and I come up with a Swedish word instead
Stranger: How many languages do you speak, btw?
You: took two years of Spanish in hs--which mostly forgot, sarcasm, c++, 25% of Java Script, and really not anything besides English
Stranger: Same. I haven't forgotten my Spanish because I live in a very very Hispanic area, I would actually say that I speak Swedish, and adequate Java.
Stranger: Funny that you do human and programming languages too
Stranger: Are you a CS major?
You: electrical
Stranger: aha
You: I don't know how old you are, but what's your major?
Stranger: Still in high school... It's going to be linguistics, probably. I've considered double majoring.
You: ya, I thought I wanted to maybe even triple--but it's not like that anymore
You: it's like running a race
You: at first you want to win
You: then, when you're running the marathon, you just care about finishing
Stranger: I'm feeling that now. I thought it would be a brilliant idea to do AP CS, AP Calc, and AP Physics atop other atrocities
You: out of three, I only got credit for AP Macroecon
Stranger: I'm taking that next semester. It actually does sound interesting, if only because I feel massively ignorant on pecuniary matters
Stranger: I think my schedule only allows for micro, though
You: oh
Stranger: Which is much more boring, likely
Stranger: Or aburrido, should we say
You: I liked it because of my teacher, and I have an interest in developmental econ (even though we skipped that chapter)
Stranger: I noticed that whilst perusing your blog
You: haven't taken micro, so I wouldn't know, but that CS friend is taking micro at the university level next semester
Stranger: I wish him/her the best
You: thanks, he'll get a fair prof
Stranger: ratemyprofessor to the rescue? heh
You: well, that's what we always use--but he got a direct optinion from me, since I'm taking that same prof for a finance class (have to have same matching course subject with the AP)
You: anyway, got to write a paper for that class now
You: nice talken with ya
You: do you have skype?
Stranger: I do not, lo siento
Stranger: have fun with that paper. I should probably be writing a program or something atm too
Stranger: the wonders of the internet
You: duolingo is probably good enough
Stranger: Hopefully. Challenge me if we ever find out how... it seems to be specific to the app or something
Stranger: Have a good evening!
Stranger has disconnected.

Ethics

You both like philosophy.
Stranger: so philosophy
You: yes
Stranger: im going to be upfront, im not formally educated in philosphy and i am unfamilar with much of the field
Stranger: with that being said
Stranger: what philosophical topic has caught your interest as of late?
You: do you like ethics, epistemology, metaphysics? (three main branches of philo)
You: poverty philosophy
Stranger: epistemology is interesting
Stranger: though i have my own ideas of what can be known and how
Stranger: and im afraid it may be over simplified
Stranger: ethics
Stranger: on the other hand
Stranger: well
Stranger: what is ethics?
Stranger: if ethics is synonymous with morality
Stranger: which i doubt it is
Stranger: then i would say there is no point to discussing morality/ethics because there is no absolute morality
Stranger: there is only a goal
Stranger: and methods used to reach that goal
Stranger: sorry for my word vomit
Stranger: but what do you think?
You: well, more of just trying to understand
You: of course there's a point to discuss
You: even when there's not an absolute answer
You: it's like the whole point of philosophy itself
Stranger: of course, but i dont think anything is inherently right or wrong, it is only successful or unsuccessful in achieving a goal
You: as a tangent, you may find something interesting here:
You: http://philosophy.stackexchange.com/users/4506/adam-uraynar?tab=favorites
Stranger: k searching it up now
You: killing someone is wrong
Stranger: why?
You: why do you get to choose if they die?
You: you don't
Stranger: but why is that inherently wrong?
Stranger: other than an emotional feeling
You: because it's not you who get's to do that, you do not have the right to
Stranger: who decided wether or not i have that right?
You: I could also bring up the categorical imperative here, but I won't
You: the society you choose to be a part of
Stranger: yes, it is wrong because someone says it is wrong
You: not neccissarily
Stranger: or at least that is how it appears on the surface
You: you're committing a fallacy here
You: slippery slope
Stranger: how so?
You: or...
You: trying to think of the word
Stranger: strawman?
You: no, but it's similar to slippery slope
Stranger: show me where you think im wrong
Stranger: im curious
You: it's kind of like exaggerating something to the point it's not
You: I'd have to look at a list of fallacies, but I don't care to make that much effort
Stranger: but what did i exaggerate?
You: kind of...
You: similarity
Stranger: all i said is that killing is not inherently wrong, it is only wrong according to society
You: well, it'd only be you without society
You: well, let me say this: mutual understanding (in place of "someone says it's wrong")
Stranger: so if the majority of a society says something is morally acceptable or not, does that make it so/
Stranger: ?
You: no
Stranger: so how do you arrive at the idea that killing is inherently wrong?
You: you're using power to end someone who for you to decide to end is not right
Stranger: why not?
Stranger: you are just restating the statement
You: forcing power over someone
Stranger: but why is that wrong?
You: they don't want it
Stranger: and why should i care what they want?
You: it's not a matter if you should care, but I guess I will have to argue that point
You: so, we're back to "mutual understanding"
You: can I get off that easily?
Stranger: well, but then that shows my original point
You: ya know, you don't shit on my car, I don't shit on yours
Stranger: that things are only right or wrong in relation to a goal
Stranger: but, they are not inherently wrong
You: what goal does killing someone have?
Stranger: no, not killing someone has a goal
Stranger: which is
Stranger: to have society which can function
Stranger: and you will benefit from
Stranger: you said it yourself
Stranger: the goal
Stranger: is mutual understanding
You: hey, I don't have a lot of time. want to dialogue about robin hood ethics?
Stranger: sure
Stranger: im not familiar
Stranger: but
Stranger: id be glad to talk about it
You: pretty much what it sounds like
Stranger: steal form rich give to poor kinda hitng?
You: yep
Stranger: see, but my view of ethics is shaped by our previous convorsation
Stranger: its very hard to explain
Stranger: but, what it comes down to is that I am selfish
Stranger: so are you
Stranger: you dont do anything that doesnt benefit you
Stranger: honestly i havent thought about ethics much past that because it all because trivial
Stranger: if it serves my interests
Stranger: then i will consider it ethical
Stranger: otherwise i will consider it otherwise
You: is this similar to some kind of philosophical thought or school?
Stranger: hmmm, im not sure
Stranger: im sure someone else put a name to it
Stranger: at some point in history
Stranger: but this is just my thoughts
You: I understand
You: pdx.edu/sysc/sites/www.pdx.edu.sysc/files/altruism_npc_0.pdf
Stranger: ahh yes
Stranger: i dont think alrtuism exists
You: exactly why there are levels of altruism
Stranger: ooh i see
You: with the first not being an actual form
Stranger: i just read that
You: of altruism
Stranger: so yeah, i think people do things that will benefit others more than it does themselves
Stranger: but they will ALWAYS only do things if the benefits to themself outweigh the cost to themself
You: I really want to read more into this, more about how we don't do it from self interest (because it seems that when we think about it, and philosophise, that's where we go wrong...or what I mean is, we don't all what's on the table)
Stranger: i think it is impossible to do things NOT out of self interest
Stranger: And i just had a thought
Stranger: perhaps
You: didn't you see the chart on page 2?
Stranger: the lack of pure altruism is related to how we define the self
Stranger: ill take a look
Stranger: one sec
Stranger: okay yeah i see it
You: but it seems to have a bias towards Buddhism ("Being Altruism")
Stranger: hmmmm
Stranger: Perhaps it is arrogant of me, but i really feel like the chart is an overcomplication of things
Stranger: for me
Stranger: the most important aspects are the binary ones
Stranger: the yes/no or black/white
Stranger: so when i think "is it possible to be altruistic?"
You: what?!
Stranger: i come to the conclusion that it is impossible to be truely altruistic
Stranger: then
You: it seems like you're saying it's best to do black and white thinking
Stranger: well, its actually kind of grey
Stranger: ahah
Stranger: but
You: I sort of get what you mean
Stranger: i mean to really dig deep into the structure of reality and the self, you have to think in terms of yes or no
Stranger: however
Stranger: there are many different colors of grey within those yes's and no's
Stranger: idk
Stranger: it is just something that i have noticed to be helpful when seeking knowledge
Stranger: and truth about anything
Stranger: because this way i can lay out a rudimentary structure
Stranger: and then once tht structure is laid, then i can worry about details
You: the truth is never pure and rarely simple --Wilde
Stranger: you know what i mean? like do the rough work first and then tune it into shape
Stranger: like if i were to sculpt a statue, i would first cut out the block that i want to work with
Stranger: so as to not overcomplicate things
Stranger: and then
Stranger: from that block
Stranger: i would chisel out the statue
You: yes, I suppose I understand better
Stranger: so the chart of altruism
Stranger: i see that as part of the rock that is outside the block that i am working with
Stranger: i can cut that out to really focus in on what matters
Stranger: anyway
Stranger: my brain hurts
Stranger: so ill let you talk to someone else now haha
Stranger: c ya later!

Christian who seeks truth - Crux of practicing philosophy

You: so why'd you put truth?
Stranger: Christian :)
You: what does that have to do with truth?
You: like the true word of God?
Stranger: I wouldn't be that stringent on that definition but the effective message yes
You: ah
Stranger: For example, the truth behind the physical realm we currently experience and perceive on a day-to-day basis
Stranger: I think the Bible has an accurate view on it
You: ok, I kind of try to avoid talking about religion
You: what are your other interests? most of mine are never matched
Stranger: fair enough, how about basic physics?
You: what about?
You: know anything interesting off the top of your head?
Stranger: how about the laws of physics?
Stranger: know anything about them?
You: 1st law, 2nd....they're vague
You: in my head
You: I mean Newton's
Stranger: how about the conservation of mass and energy?
Stranger: Einstein?
You: I know about them, but just the surface definition
You: I'm taking Physics I next semester (I'm kind of behind)
Stranger: No worries :)
You: electrical engineering major so I need to take all the physics up to modern
Stranger: nice, any goals behind that?
You: don't know what you mean
You: this made me laugh: http://joelvelasco.net/teaching/120/cartwright-How_the_Laws_of_Physics_Lie.pdf
Stranger: I meant dream/goal/vision-wiser
Stranger: wise*
You: ohhh
You: make a lot of money to give away, and develop the skill to know how to tinker with devices
Stranger: Why give it away?
You: I don't want to spend it on my self
You: Earning to Give
You: peter singer stuff
You: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Earning_to_give
Stranger: Sorry, not directly familiar
Stranger: hmm
You: wikipedia explains
You: tithing basically
You: & peter singer is a poverty philosopher
Stranger: Ah, very noble
You: well, it hasn't happened yet
Stranger: True; I myself am building my own business with people who are teaching me to duplicate their own results in order to achieve dreams and ambitions of my own (most of which are ministry oriented)
You: duplicate what?
Stranger: Their income mostly
Stranger: but also their quality of life and relationships with family, spouse, and children
Stranger: The are currently earning between 60 and 120k / year part time and are effectively semi-retired
You: wow
Stranger: yea, it's pretty intense; their mentors are actually earning about triple and are currently retired and do a lot of charity work
Stranger: The one guy is an ex-NHL player and his wife was a nurse
You: what kind of charity work?
Stranger: The nurse is involved in work overseas trying stop the slave trade, specifically the sex-trade of young girls if I recall
Stranger: I'm not that up-to-date on them to be honest
Stranger: I'm not sure what the NHL-guy is doing; he may just be doing some training camp thing for kids and hockey
Stranger: I'm not a big hockey guy so I'm not really interested :P\
You: ok
Stranger: Anyway, my dream is to save the world (naive as that may sound)
Stranger: I've had a pretty rough past and managed to escape some crazy things (including death) so I just want to give back
You: have you read philosophy before?
Stranger: some, Aristotle, plato, etc.
Stranger: I started with psychology since that's where I wound up (mental hospital)
Stranger: then philosophy, then buddhist philosophy, and finally Christian apologetics vs Buddhist theology
You: do you think altruism is possible?
Stranger: well I think it is more than possible; but on it's own without a foundation in WHY to be altruistic, it is little more than a subjectively nice thing to do
You: www.pdx.edu/sysc/sites/www.pdx.edu.sysc/files/altruism_npc_0.pdf#page=2
You: the chart at the bottom of the page gives an idea
You: it's bias towards Buddhism though it seems ("Being")
Stranger: well, from my skimming, I can agree with the principle, but when you use a statement such as "universal ethics calls for ... altruism," what do you mean by that?
Stranger: Universal as in naturally occurring, or universal as in probable evolutionary path, or universal as in cemented law?
You: I guess, i haven't read it for a while
Stranger: I also have a slight qualm with evolutionary theory so, lol
Stranger: for example, when evolutionists bring up the fact that we have 98% DNA commonality with lower primates
Stranger: We also have 50% commonality in DNA with a banana; does that make me part fruit?
You: I'm not a biologist...but if a million monkeys banged a million monkeys eventually they would produce a Shakespeare
Stranger: Well, no offense, but that would just mean a probability of another million monkey's in my mind
You: just a joke I heard
Stranger: Hehe, nice
You: ya know, monkeys typewriting to infinity
Stranger: Oh yes, I remember that one
You: twas a tasteful spin
Stranger: But that doesn't mean it would have the expression of a human mind's creative force
Stranger: it would be as amazing as rewriting a phone book by accident
Stranger: and that's really my contention here
Stranger: are we just accidents waiting to be accidental whatever the heck we become
Stranger: or are we a guided, created thing, made for a purpose?